why am I the worst of both worlds?

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I’m low iq and lazy
The worst of both worlds
I’ve been cheating on tests since at least 5th grade
I remember the catalyst or “canon event” was during 5th grade I cheated on a science test (study guide was below the desk I was hiding it under my foot)
Teacher asked if I cheated I said no
He believed me and let me leave
I wonder had he not beleieved me I would’ve actually started studying and be in a different place now
Too late to wonder

Crazy how my family members are iq moggeers, several engineering degrees under their belt from top tier universities and I’m the complete opposite
It’s so fucking brutal and humiliating
And I’ve always been a procrastinator
I don’t even want to get into that
I should just rope for my brain alone forget my looks height and dick

 

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adhd behaviour, get yourself aderall or ritalin and start living