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Wethannn
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I’m 18 years old and I have never felt the touch of a woman.
Every single time I get same response, “ew you’re too short”, “it’s embarrassing how short you are”, “I would never go out with someone as short as you”. I’m 5 foot 7 inches tall. For reference all the men in my family are 6 foot plus, my little sister is almost taller than me at age 13. I’ve been self conscious about my height for a while and I talked to my father about it, since he’s 6’1 I figured I’d end up looking like him. For years he assured me that I’d reach 6 foot and that he was the same height as me at my age. However I don’t believe him in the slightest, I haven’t grown an inch since age 14 and every day that passes I’m less convinced that I’ll ever grow again. I have legitimately considered suicide over this because it has been a source of such an insane amount of embarrassment, my family tries to convince me that height doesn’t matter but everywhere I look it’s evident that it does. It has made me grow to hate my family, my sister for having height that she doesn’t even need, and my father for lying to me when there could’ve been action taken to change my height, now as I’ve turned 18, I have almost lost all hope of ever getting a girlfriend, and even if I did get one and get married, I don’t know if I would even want to procreate just to spare my son this kind of life. I seriously don’t know what to do anymore, I’ve done countless hours of research and I still feel like I have no knowledge on how to fix this issue that has crippled me socially.
Sometimes I feel as though I’m being a little dramatic, but whenever I truly think about it, I legitimately lose my mind.
Is there anything I can even do at this point?
If not, I legitimately might end it, because I don’t see my life getting better if this is how I'm gonna look for the rest of my life.
TLDR: I have lost almost all hope of having a good life due to my height of 5’7.
Every single time I get same response, “ew you’re too short”, “it’s embarrassing how short you are”, “I would never go out with someone as short as you”. I’m 5 foot 7 inches tall. For reference all the men in my family are 6 foot plus, my little sister is almost taller than me at age 13. I’ve been self conscious about my height for a while and I talked to my father about it, since he’s 6’1 I figured I’d end up looking like him. For years he assured me that I’d reach 6 foot and that he was the same height as me at my age. However I don’t believe him in the slightest, I haven’t grown an inch since age 14 and every day that passes I’m less convinced that I’ll ever grow again. I have legitimately considered suicide over this because it has been a source of such an insane amount of embarrassment, my family tries to convince me that height doesn’t matter but everywhere I look it’s evident that it does. It has made me grow to hate my family, my sister for having height that she doesn’t even need, and my father for lying to me when there could’ve been action taken to change my height, now as I’ve turned 18, I have almost lost all hope of ever getting a girlfriend, and even if I did get one and get married, I don’t know if I would even want to procreate just to spare my son this kind of life. I seriously don’t know what to do anymore, I’ve done countless hours of research and I still feel like I have no knowledge on how to fix this issue that has crippled me socially.
Sometimes I feel as though I’m being a little dramatic, but whenever I truly think about it, I legitimately lose my mind.
Is there anything I can even do at this point?
If not, I legitimately might end it, because I don’t see my life getting better if this is how I'm gonna look for the rest of my life.
TLDR: I have lost almost all hope of having a good life due to my height of 5’7.
