how bad was my childhood?

[vermillioncorefan]

my mom was always making 100k+/yr and i’ve always had a house and no electricity, water, gas bill problems. but my dad makes 0/yr and was addicted af to drugs and terrorized me n my mom all the time. i never got beat up at school cuz i was tall but kids always teased and excluded me. girls screamed when i got near and basically treated me as a disgusting subhuman in dozens of different ways and nobody liked me and all called me stupid ugly smelly and a waste of height and potential.

but i usually had 1-2 friends and even sometimes had like 5 friends although i was 100% alone ate alone every lunch got clowned on if i tried talking to someone etc. in 10th grade they had a partner pair up day at school and i was the only kid with no partner i was assigned a partner but we ignored each other so i just hid in the bathroom hit my vape and watched basketball clips to feel NT srs. the principal and a few upperclassmen girls told me to “go out and get ‘em son” but then i heard them say “seems like he’s having a bad day let’s leave him alone”

how bad is my childhood 1-10?

 

[Deleted member 60975]

Fuck you nogger u said you were 5’4 or something

 

[Bojack]

Could've been worse, now the ball is in your court to make it better n shut !

 

[vermillioncorefan]

Fuck you nogger u said you were 5’4 or something

i stopped growing when i was 14 even tho i was 99.99th percentile as a child srs

 

[vermillioncorefan]

Could've been worse, now the ball is in your court to make it better n shut !

the car really changed ur attitude bro now ur all happy n chit

 

[Deleted member 60975]

i stopped growing when i was 14 even tho i was 99.99th percentile as a child srs

5’4 Chad atleast I’m subhuman height only adds to my ogreness

 

[Deleted member 60975]

i stopped growing when i was 14 even tho i was 99.99th percentile as a child srs

I wish you happiness in life sweet nigger

 

[Bojack]

the car really changed ur attitude bro now ur all happy n chit

nah bro, I always work on my vibration. I've been working on this shut since I was a kid mane.

 

[vermillioncorefan]

5’4 Chad atleast I’m subhuman height only adds to my ogreness

nah kys lanklet ass fakecel just fuck fat girls

 

[vermillioncorefan]

@nigkook

 

[Klasik01]

Bad but mine was worse. Every day in school was a pain in the ass, only teachers treated me well. I would like a revenge but then I remember we were just kids.

 

[Deleted member 60975]

nah kys lanklet ass fakecel just fuck fat girls

I’m not a fake cel nigger I look mtn with a selfie but photos taken without frauding by other people I look truecel everything fucked about me

 

[vermillioncorefan]

I’m not a fake cel nigger I look mtn with a selfie but photos taken without frauding by other people I look truecel everything fucked about me
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u probably got a kiss before fakecel ass
no girl ever said she liked me EVER

 

[Deleted member 60975]

u probably got a kiss before fakecel ass
no girl ever said she liked me EVER

I think you have a pure soul

 

[vermillioncorefan]

I think you have a pure soul

everyone says i “haven’t been around the block” whatever that means

 

[Deleted member 60975]

everyone says i “haven’t been around the block” whatever that means

You have a pure soul accept it and it will accept you

 

[vermillioncorefan]

You have a pure soul accept it and it will accept you

alright can i still get ass with a pure soul

 

[Klasik01]

I’m not a fake cel nigger I look mtn with a selfie but photos taken without frauding by other people I look truecel everything fucked about me
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Exactly I look subhuman in photos that others take of me but I have many selfies were I look MTN. In the mirror I reach HTN. So what is my real rating? Are photos = reality or people see me different idk at this point. Sometimes I've seen myself in photos taken by others and I wanted to cry of how disgusting I looked.

 

[Carv]

6/10

 

[Deleted member 60975]

Exactly I look subhuman in photos that others take of me but I have many selfies were I look MTN. In the mirror I reach HTN. So what is my real rating? Are photos = reality or people see me different idk at this point.

People tell me I look beautiful but I think they’re sugarcoating in pictures taken of me I legit look like bo2cel

 

[Klasik01]

People tell me I look beautiful but I think they’re sugarcoating in pictures taken of me I legit look like bo2cel

I've never looked good in a photo taken by another person while I wasn't aware. My face looks bloated and ugly. That's why I leanmaxxed and nowadays I look sligthly better but still bloated. Now I understand the rejections, women would never be attracted.

 

[vermillioncorefan]

6/10

why

 

[Carv]

why

BPD/OCD/Narc mom and Narc dad

Got abused a ton and bullied at school

 

[Deleted member 60975]

I've never looked good in a photo taken by another person while I wasn't aware. My face looks bloated and ugly. That's why I leanmaxxed and nowadays I look sligthly better but still bloated.

Selfie: passes as mtn
Camera: low subhuman

 

[vermillioncorefan]

BPD/OCD/Narc mom and Narc dad

Got abused a ton and bullied at school

what do u rate my childhood?

 

[vermillioncorefan]

Selfie: passes as mtnView attachment 2800826
Camera: low subhuman View attachment 2800827

both are mtn ngl bro

 

[Deleted member 60975]

what do u rate my childhood?

Better than mine I think u have a pure soul even in harsh situations

 

[Klasik01]

Selfie: passes as mtnView attachment 2800826
Camera: low subhuman View attachment 2800827

I look worse than that on camera, my face looks assymetrical and big. But in the mirror I look good (giga cope).

 

[Carv]

what do u rate my childhood?

6/10

 

[Deleted member 60975]

I look worse than that on camera, my face looks assymetrical and big.

Doesn’t matter I gained 10 kg of fat and my skin looks worse as my depression increased

 

[Carv]

Doesn’t matter I gained 10 kg of fat and my skin looks worse as my depression increased View attachment 2800828

its over ngl

 

[Deleted member 60975]

its over ngl

I always knew that don’t need your confirmation

 

[Klasik01]

Doesn’t matter I gained 10 kg of fat and my skin looks worse as my depression increased

No appeal for girls it's over bro

 

[Deleted member 60975]

No appeal for girls it's over.

Thanks always knew that never had any appeal at all

 

[Deleted member 60975]

No appeal for girls it's over bro

Born truecel will die truecel

 

[emeraldglass]

my mom was always making 100k+/yr and i’ve always had a house and no electricity, water, gas bill problems. but my dad makes 0/yr and was addicted af to drugs and terrorized me n my mom all the time. i never got beat up at school cuz i was tall but kids always teased and excluded me. girls screamed when i got near and basically treated me as a disgusting subhuman in dozens of different ways and nobody liked me and all called me stupid ugly smelly and a waste of height and potential.

but i usually had 1-2 friends and even sometimes had like 5 friends although i was 100% alone ate alone every lunch got clowned on if i tried talking to someone etc. in 10th grade they had a partner pair up day at school and i was the only kid with no partner i was assigned a partner but we ignored each other so i just hid in the bathroom hit my vape and watched basketball clips to feel NT srs. the principal and a few upperclassmen girls told me to “go out and get ‘em son” but then i heard them say “seems like he’s having a bad day let’s leave him alone”

how bad is my childhood 1-10?

It appears that your main issue stemmed from a lack of self belief due to negative reinforcement from your classmates. But both you and your classmates acknowledged your potential so use it.

 

[vermillioncorefan]

It appears that your main issue stemmed from a lack of self belief due to negative reinforcement from your classmates. But both you and your classmates acknowledged your potential so use it.

nice ai response not bad advice tho

 

[emeraldglass]

nice ai response not bad advice tho

You really think I would need AI to communicate my thoughts?

 

[Pikabro]

Induced abused dog syndrome. Many such cases

 

[abcd]

6/10 sounds worse than mine. my childhood was kinda rough at some points (between 3-7 had some bad shit happen and also teenage years were/are kinda cringe) but i luckily always had some self belief and dont suffer from abused dog syndrome

 

[vermillioncorefan]

6/10 sounds worse than mine. my childhood was kinda rough at some points (between 3-7 had some bad shit happen and also teenage years were/are kinda cringe) but i luckily always had some self belief and dont suffer from abused dog syndrome

thanks bro