Deusmaximus
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Yesterday I had my first date after years.
Very cute attractive 24y girl.
I had a very spontanous ons in a club with her last weekend.
Now she wanted me to meet again yesterday evening.
She was at a almost empty bar where her best friend was working as a barkeeper.
Literally everything I said was boring or lied. From my age to my hobbies or life story, literally everything.
I just cant connect to girls and behave autistically.
I drank with her, smoked and made out a bit with her outside.
She said I have kind of a wall in front of me and it hard to see through me.
At the end we where sitting with her plus 2 of her friends and then I offered to drive her home.
She just went out of the car and left
Now I have to think about her the whole day, not really because of the missed opportunity, but rather my ego that is hurt because I could not seduce her.
I am already 30, but never had a gf in my life.
Very cute attractive 24y girl.
I had a very spontanous ons in a club with her last weekend.
Now she wanted me to meet again yesterday evening.
She was at a almost empty bar where her best friend was working as a barkeeper.
Literally everything I said was boring or lied. From my age to my hobbies or life story, literally everything.
I just cant connect to girls and behave autistically.
I drank with her, smoked and made out a bit with her outside.
She said I have kind of a wall in front of me and it hard to see through me.
At the end we where sitting with her plus 2 of her friends and then I offered to drive her home.
She just went out of the car and left
Now I have to think about her the whole day, not really because of the missed opportunity, but rather my ego that is hurt because I could not seduce her.
I am already 30, but never had a gf in my life.