I didn't feel like I deserved getting a new phone from my dad.

[Deleted member 28896]

He just bought me an Iphone 15 pro max.

But I don't feel like deserve it at all. I'm a failure, an ugly filthy piece of roadkill.

I almost broke down thinking of how he works so hard to make me happy, but all I do is disappoint.

 

[Deleted member 28896]

He was so happy buying it for me, and it breaks my heart.

I'm such a pathetic loser.

 

[hardestmfintheroom]

He just bought me an Iphone 15 pro max.

But I don't feel like deserve it at all. I'm a failure, an ugly filthy piece of roadkill.

I almost broke down thinking of how he works so hard to make me happy, but all I do is disappoint.

Nobody cares

 

[Deleted member 28896]

Nobody cares

Understandable. I'm just venting into a void. And if someone happens to relate, that's cool.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

This is such a bad mindset to have. Self hate is a rabbit hole ngl

 

[try2beme]

Relatable af

 

[Deleted member 28896]

This is such a bad mindset to have. Self hate is a rabbit hole ngl

When I've lost my virginity and stopped NEETing perhaps I'll be less self-hating. Not like it comes from nowhere.

 

[Gonthar]

He just bought me an Iphone 15 pro max.
But I don't feel like deserve it at all. I'm a failure, an ugly filthy piece of roadkill.
I almost broke down thinking of how he works so hard to make me happy, but all I do is disappoint.

Then just make him happy!

 

[Deleted member 28896]

Then just make him happy!

He would be so happy if I showed up with a girlfriend, and got a good job. But that's probably never gonna happen. I feel so bad for him.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

When I've lost my virginity and stopped NEETing perhaps I'll be less self-hating. Not like it comes from nowhere.

Virginity is a lowly goal. Anyone can lose Virginity. You need a more honorable goal. Like getting a job etc. But imo you shouldn't derive self worth out of your achievements. You should derive self worth with the everyday interactions. The little wins that you win everyday.

 

[Deleted member 28896]

Virginity is a lowly goal. Anyone can lose Virginity. You need a more honorable goal. Like getting a job etc. But imo you shouldn't derive self worth out of your achievements. You should derive self worth with the everyday interactions. The little wins that you win everyday.

I drank a whole bottle of liquor yesterday and woke up with a fever today. Been sitting at my computer all day, only stood up to get food and soda.

How do you go on with your daily life? I need to change desperately.

 

[WeiWei]

Iphones are stupid. I have a XIAOMI Redmi Note 10s, have had it for about 3 years now, zero issues, super fast, I can run like 10 diff apps at the same time, zero lag or downtime

 

[Deleted member 28896]

Iphones are stupid. I have a XIAOMI Redmi Note 10s, have had it for about 3 years now, zero issues, super fast, I can run like 10 diff apps at the same time, zero lag or downtime

That's cool dawg. Mirin your XIAOMI.

 

[StraightHeadJames]

Iphones are stupid. I have a XIAOMI Redmi Note 10s, have had it for about 3 years now, zero issues, super fast, I can run like 10 diff apps at the same time, zero lag or downtime

its autistic to not have an iphone in 2023 only non nt people don't have iphone

 

[Deleted member 45280]

He just bought me an Iphone 15 pro max.

But I don't feel like deserve it at all. I'm a failure, an ugly filthy piece of roadkill.

I almost broke down thinking of how he works so hard to make me happy, but all I do is disappoint.

how old are you? You can always go out to parties /mall and talk to girls there. Not over unless your subhuman