I still regret how I treated my last ex I really am a truecel in mind.

[lilxder2]

I resented her because my first ex was cuter so I just took it out on her because she could never replace Katy. But I guess I never really saw she was a good person it was hard to understand I was abusing a real person it just seemed like a game to me

yeah you are an awful person, talk to her

 

[Deleted member 11126]

yeah you are an awful person, talk to her

How am I a bad person tho? I just knew she would come back so didn't care

 

[bishōnenmaxxer]

I would have just ended things sooner I was only with her to mess with her because we were different and I didn't have attraction

why is abuse fun to you? not meant to be an insult, serious question

 

[Deleted member 11126]

why is abuse fun to you? not meant to be an insult, serious question

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Idk on some level I resented her because she wasn't as good as Katy. And I just knew I could get away with it so I kept doing it and got addicted to it. The worse I treated her the more she tried to make me love her and I got addicted to the attention

 

[NewGenDoomer]

why is abuse fun to you? not meant to be an insult, serious question

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Honestly thinking the same, seems like dude is a siciopath or some shit

 

[NewGenDoomer]

She was way taller then me like 2 maybe 3 inches and I always felt insecure. Even in lifts it was obvious how much bigger she was. She was slightly chubby too. I would always feel like less of a man then with my last 5'3 gf. So I always put her down.

She would always come back to me no matter how many times I blocked her or yelled at her called her worthless she would always come back. I guess I was just projecting my own hatred of myself. She even cooked for me. My previous LTR gf was cuter but would never have done this. When I lost 10 pounds and got a little more confident I broke her heart one final time and she was crying she still has me blocked so I can't reach out to her again I wish I knew she was one of the best girls I could have gotten. I wish I didn't break her heart she was 0 bodies before we met. I was just in a bad place I deserve to die alone.

@Bojack @Aloha @Red Fox @Danish_Retard is it over?

 

[Deleted member 11126]

Honestly thinking the same, seems like dude is a siciopath or some shit

If anything I might be an empath

 

[Deleted member 11126]

@MongolTurk

 

[NewGenDoomer]

If anything I might be an empath

Honestly i envy your skill to gaslight yourself into being a good and moral person

 

[MongolTurk]

It seems like you had something close to unconditional love, don’t spend your time thinking about what can’t be undone though(easier said than done, I know)

 

[Deleted member 11126]

It seems like you had something close to unconditional love, don’t spend your time thinking about what can’t be undone though(easier said than done, I know)

Yeah some people still call me a fakecel but mentally I am a truecel

 

[MongolTurk]

mentally I am a truecel

I’m sure it can be overcome