Ballantrae
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Anyone managed to go from lazypilled to highly motivated? I really need some sort of shift in my habits. Right now I'm in a great place in my sex life. I get a few bootycalls without having to waste time going out which is good. However, I'm just extremely fucking lazy towards work. My "curricular life" is atrocious. Failed a few years in a private engineering school... now I switched to a CS degree in public uni and things are better but I'm still losing motivation over time. I wake up late, study less, don't spend time on any personal projects. I don't feel like I need that much money, and even if I did have a lot, I'm not sure what I would spend it on. Worst thing is I'm content with my current situation, but I know that if I keep going I'll end up like one of those 30yr old loosers with no pussy who live on neetbux half the year while all his friends got a good situation for themselves.
I think the main problem is I always grew up seeking to be loved by others. I'm a huge narcissist. I feel like I don't have anything to prove to others because I already have a high esteem of myself. Problem is I just don't see a need for improvement since I'm now getting all the validation I was longing for as a kid. Now I'm backed up in a corner waiting to rot away.
I think the main problem is I always grew up seeking to be loved by others. I'm a huge narcissist. I feel like I don't have anything to prove to others because I already have a high esteem of myself. Problem is I just don't see a need for improvement since I'm now getting all the validation I was longing for as a kid. Now I'm backed up in a corner waiting to rot away.