Ruakh
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I would never wish this experience to even my worst enemy. This is the most pain I've ever felt in my life.
I go a mostly white school in a small town in northern England, like 95% percent white. Ethnics are a whole different species here. I always get treated like shit. Doesn't help that I'm small and skinny as fuck as well, no one is afraid to make fun of me and make others laugh to make themselves feel better at my expense.
Recently, I had to move year halves because some guys in my class kept making derogatory remarks at me, poking fun at me and distracting me from my learning. This morning it rained a lot so it was muddy and fuck outside. It stopped raining like 2 hours before PE started though so we still had to go out to play football. As soon as I walk into the locker room half of the fucking people start whispering and looking at me like I'm some sort of zoo animal. I ignore them, get changed, and eventually we go out to play. The teacher told us to go outside and wait and I was the first one to go. I walk outside and I'm like shit it's cold as fuck out here so I try to get back inside but a group of kids are at the door pulling it so I cant open it. More people come and start laughing as I keep trying to open the fucking door, I'm shivering and literally dying outside and they didn't give a shit, they only wanted to laugh at me. The door was glass so they could see me right through it. It was so fucking brutal watching 30 high class, tall, mogger white boys laughing at me, the ethnic nigger who isn't strong enough to pull open the fucking door.
Eventually the teacher comes but he doesn't see the group of kids so they open the door and walk through like nothing happened. You wont fucking believe what happens next. The teacher is still inside getting the footballs and bibs so we can play and these fucking kids seize the opportunity to start beating the shit out of me. They're throwing me on the ground and into the mud and shit. I'm even colder now and they don't care. The other kids just looking at me as if this is normal, some are even laughing. Some of the kids I thought they were my friends and they don't fucking care just turning a blind eye and acting like nothing is happening. Eventually the teacher comes and they stop and again act like nothing fucking happened and my entire arms and legs are covered in fucking mud and grass. We walk like 80 yards to get to the football pitch and on the way they see a puddle and they tell me to jump in to clean myself off fucking laughing at me and shit. They kept joking that they couldn't tell the difference between the mud and my skin. They asked me why I wasn't doing basketball instead of football and if I was going to buy the watermelon Radnor splash at lunch today. I'm fucking holding in tears and telling these kids to leave me alone and they don't fucking care the teacher isn't even looking.
So after that I'm like I'm gonna fucking destroy these guys in football and by luck we get put on opposing teams. A few minutes into the match I get the ball passed to me and I'm dribbling on the left wing. Dribble past someone and I see one of my teammates open in the box so I try to get a cross in, but one of the boys from earlier is there. He's tall as fuck, I'm 5'2 this kid is like 5'10 and he fucking slides into my left leg me across the AstroTurf. I swear to fucking God I was in the air for like 6 seconds. I try to break my fall with my hand but I land on my left wrist and it fucking cracks I could literally hear it. I remember being so fucking dizzy and rolling on the floor like that shit hurt so bad and it still hurts as I'm typing this. This is taking so fucking long to type I can only use one fucking hand Jesus Christ. I tell the teacher that I think I broke my hand and my teammate thinks I must have sprained my hand. You would expect them to take me to first aid or rush me to hospital? Right? This fucking cunt told me to sit out for the next 40 mins. I was in fucking dying in pain trying to hold back tears and shit while watching my classmates have fun playing football. At the end of the lesson it's lunch and it took me like 15 mins to get changed because my left wrist hurt like fucking hell. I didn't even have lunch even though I was hungry as fucking and I couldn't afford to have breakfast today. I just went to first aid and she checked my hand and called my mum to pick me up to go to an ambulance.
One problem. My mum is fucking asleep at 1pm in the fucking afternoon. So I'm waiting at student reception for like an hour and a half waiting for this fucking bitch to pick me up so I can finally rest. Eventually she comes and takes me to hospital. I have to wear some brown fucking splint now for the next 5 months now because the doctor said I fractured my wrist.
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I won't be able to exercise or work on my business yet. I'm doing my mocks soon and I wont be able to study well because of how much this shit hurts. I'm only 14 and I feel like I've experienced all the pain that life has to offer. The world hates me. Nature despises me and wants me to suffer. I am poor, black, short, weak, and skinny. I have no father figure or someone to direct me in life. Why? Because my fucking father left he's in Derby somewhere enjoying himself while me and my siblings suffer. My brother is a fucking dickhead he always takes all the food in the fucking house and beats me up if I take anything. He's tall and gymmaxxed with wide frame hollow cheeks and large fucking mogger jaw. I'm not exaggerating he literally looks like this Tyrone but with shorter nose and 3% more bodyfat.
Meanwhile I'm struggling like a cuck stealing food from the school cafeteria so I can eat today. It's fucking over.
If you are a white male teenager living in the west. If you have 2 loving parents who actually feed you and take good care of you. Count yourself lucky that you don't have to go through pain like this. I am disadvantaged in every way. The only thing I have is my intelligence. I will use it to my advantage. As soon as I'm done with my education I'm moving the fuck out of the west to go and mog in Ghana as a rich, high class, western-educated Tyrone. I hate my family and my life. I wish death upon all my enemies I don't care.
I go a mostly white school in a small town in northern England, like 95% percent white. Ethnics are a whole different species here. I always get treated like shit. Doesn't help that I'm small and skinny as fuck as well, no one is afraid to make fun of me and make others laugh to make themselves feel better at my expense.
Recently, I had to move year halves because some guys in my class kept making derogatory remarks at me, poking fun at me and distracting me from my learning. This morning it rained a lot so it was muddy and fuck outside. It stopped raining like 2 hours before PE started though so we still had to go out to play football. As soon as I walk into the locker room half of the fucking people start whispering and looking at me like I'm some sort of zoo animal. I ignore them, get changed, and eventually we go out to play. The teacher told us to go outside and wait and I was the first one to go. I walk outside and I'm like shit it's cold as fuck out here so I try to get back inside but a group of kids are at the door pulling it so I cant open it. More people come and start laughing as I keep trying to open the fucking door, I'm shivering and literally dying outside and they didn't give a shit, they only wanted to laugh at me. The door was glass so they could see me right through it. It was so fucking brutal watching 30 high class, tall, mogger white boys laughing at me, the ethnic nigger who isn't strong enough to pull open the fucking door.
Eventually the teacher comes but he doesn't see the group of kids so they open the door and walk through like nothing happened. You wont fucking believe what happens next. The teacher is still inside getting the footballs and bibs so we can play and these fucking kids seize the opportunity to start beating the shit out of me. They're throwing me on the ground and into the mud and shit. I'm even colder now and they don't care. The other kids just looking at me as if this is normal, some are even laughing. Some of the kids I thought they were my friends and they don't fucking care just turning a blind eye and acting like nothing is happening. Eventually the teacher comes and they stop and again act like nothing fucking happened and my entire arms and legs are covered in fucking mud and grass. We walk like 80 yards to get to the football pitch and on the way they see a puddle and they tell me to jump in to clean myself off fucking laughing at me and shit. They kept joking that they couldn't tell the difference between the mud and my skin. They asked me why I wasn't doing basketball instead of football and if I was going to buy the watermelon Radnor splash at lunch today. I'm fucking holding in tears and telling these kids to leave me alone and they don't fucking care the teacher isn't even looking.
So after that I'm like I'm gonna fucking destroy these guys in football and by luck we get put on opposing teams. A few minutes into the match I get the ball passed to me and I'm dribbling on the left wing. Dribble past someone and I see one of my teammates open in the box so I try to get a cross in, but one of the boys from earlier is there. He's tall as fuck, I'm 5'2 this kid is like 5'10 and he fucking slides into my left leg me across the AstroTurf. I swear to fucking God I was in the air for like 6 seconds. I try to break my fall with my hand but I land on my left wrist and it fucking cracks I could literally hear it. I remember being so fucking dizzy and rolling on the floor like that shit hurt so bad and it still hurts as I'm typing this. This is taking so fucking long to type I can only use one fucking hand Jesus Christ. I tell the teacher that I think I broke my hand and my teammate thinks I must have sprained my hand. You would expect them to take me to first aid or rush me to hospital? Right? This fucking cunt told me to sit out for the next 40 mins. I was in fucking dying in pain trying to hold back tears and shit while watching my classmates have fun playing football. At the end of the lesson it's lunch and it took me like 15 mins to get changed because my left wrist hurt like fucking hell. I didn't even have lunch even though I was hungry as fucking and I couldn't afford to have breakfast today. I just went to first aid and she checked my hand and called my mum to pick me up to go to an ambulance.
One problem. My mum is fucking asleep at 1pm in the fucking afternoon. So I'm waiting at student reception for like an hour and a half waiting for this fucking bitch to pick me up so I can finally rest. Eventually she comes and takes me to hospital. I have to wear some brown fucking splint now for the next 5 months now because the doctor said I fractured my wrist.
Wrist fracture
Information about a wrist fracture, including how this injury is managed.
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I won't be able to exercise or work on my business yet. I'm doing my mocks soon and I wont be able to study well because of how much this shit hurts. I'm only 14 and I feel like I've experienced all the pain that life has to offer. The world hates me. Nature despises me and wants me to suffer. I am poor, black, short, weak, and skinny. I have no father figure or someone to direct me in life. Why? Because my fucking father left he's in Derby somewhere enjoying himself while me and my siblings suffer. My brother is a fucking dickhead he always takes all the food in the fucking house and beats me up if I take anything. He's tall and gymmaxxed with wide frame hollow cheeks and large fucking mogger jaw. I'm not exaggerating he literally looks like this Tyrone but with shorter nose and 3% more bodyfat.
Meanwhile I'm struggling like a cuck stealing food from the school cafeteria so I can eat today. It's fucking over.
If you are a white male teenager living in the west. If you have 2 loving parents who actually feed you and take good care of you. Count yourself lucky that you don't have to go through pain like this. I am disadvantaged in every way. The only thing I have is my intelligence. I will use it to my advantage. As soon as I'm done with my education I'm moving the fuck out of the west to go and mog in Ghana as a rich, high class, western-educated Tyrone. I hate my family and my life. I wish death upon all my enemies I don't care.
