Hardrada
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Every single time a friendgroup I was in started including women none of the girls would interact with me and were fucking terrified of me and hated me causing me to naturally drift out of the group cuz I wouldn't be able to hang out with them
Socialising with boys I'd have a lot of jokes thrown at me for my appearance but at the same time I'd be able to win them over with my social skills (which have gone extinct now after not socialising for so long) and some jestermaxxing too unfortunately
I'm sure everyone here can relate to this its a common thing. @disillusioned I think it was you who made a thread before about how every group does a sweep of the lowest quality men every milestone where they meet new people and more people join the group and especially in early teens when boys and girls start mingling is when the ugly boys become ostrasized
It's crazy how terrified women are of me just because I'm ugly. Like they don't even try to work with me they just immediately see me as disgusting or a threat
As a kid I had female friends who I'd play with individually but I only played with them 1 on 1 and I never even considered anything sexual with them (not sexual obviously cuz I was a kid but it neve crossed my mind that they were the gender I was attracted to I was playing with)
Maybe in school if I pretended to be gay I could be a part of a girl friend group I think as a kid I looked kinda gay but now I look like a homeless drug addict there's no way I can pretend to be gay now my social life is done.
I can't wait to start uni next year and see what happens when I socialise but i doubt anything good will come out of it
Socialising with boys I'd have a lot of jokes thrown at me for my appearance but at the same time I'd be able to win them over with my social skills (which have gone extinct now after not socialising for so long) and some jestermaxxing too unfortunately
I'm sure everyone here can relate to this its a common thing. @disillusioned I think it was you who made a thread before about how every group does a sweep of the lowest quality men every milestone where they meet new people and more people join the group and especially in early teens when boys and girls start mingling is when the ugly boys become ostrasized
It's crazy how terrified women are of me just because I'm ugly. Like they don't even try to work with me they just immediately see me as disgusting or a threat
As a kid I had female friends who I'd play with individually but I only played with them 1 on 1 and I never even considered anything sexual with them (not sexual obviously cuz I was a kid but it neve crossed my mind that they were the gender I was attracted to I was playing with)
Maybe in school if I pretended to be gay I could be a part of a girl friend group I think as a kid I looked kinda gay but now I look like a homeless drug addict there's no way I can pretend to be gay now my social life is done.
I can't wait to start uni next year and see what happens when I socialise but i doubt anything good will come out of it