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I was in college
It was my second year, and I had fumbled a total of maybe 8 girls.
WHY I STRUGGLE TO KEEP GIRLS WHO SHOW INTEREST:
We all have a story where we showed way too much attention to a bitch who didn’t like us back, but the second time I experienced this (high school), it just made me super aware of being desperate to the point where I will wait for a female to do all the work, this is how I lose most of my leads.
Back to the story:
Long story short, I was told this girl had interest in me so we met thru mutual friends.
I follow her on instagram, and we have some basic introduction convo, she ended up saying something that I genuinely didn’t know how to respond to , so I left her on read. 2 min later she texts me “don’t ignore me”
This is important, because the only reason this girl didn’t fall back like the others was because of severe low self esteem/daddy issues.
She ends up coming to my dorm one day, and it’s the first time i’m seeing her, she was literally a 4/10 irl, but 8-9/10 on instagram. Extreme makeup frauder.
After a awkward 15 min, she legit takes off her clothes and she’s wearing lingerie, obviously she’s here for sex, but she portrayed it to me as she just wants to cuddle.
Gets in my bed and we are cuddling, the entire time I’m just acting like I’m experienced with girls.
I lose patience and want to have sex, I make her get into doggy position, and my dick was flaccid lol, I went to the bathroom put on some porn and start wanking so I can get hard, but after 5 seconds of this, I cummed while flaccid .
So i go back and tell her the condom didn’t fit + i don’t have another one. I can tell She doesn’t believe this but she goes to sleep anyway.
After this I met with this girl about 5 times, every time I couldn’t get hard, but it was just a cycle i created in my head from the first time it happened. I got kicked out of the school shortly after and we never fuck.
It was my second year, and I had fumbled a total of maybe 8 girls.
WHY I STRUGGLE TO KEEP GIRLS WHO SHOW INTEREST:
We all have a story where we showed way too much attention to a bitch who didn’t like us back, but the second time I experienced this (high school), it just made me super aware of being desperate to the point where I will wait for a female to do all the work, this is how I lose most of my leads.
Back to the story:
Long story short, I was told this girl had interest in me so we met thru mutual friends.
I follow her on instagram, and we have some basic introduction convo, she ended up saying something that I genuinely didn’t know how to respond to , so I left her on read. 2 min later she texts me “don’t ignore me”
This is important, because the only reason this girl didn’t fall back like the others was because of severe low self esteem/daddy issues.
She ends up coming to my dorm one day, and it’s the first time i’m seeing her, she was literally a 4/10 irl, but 8-9/10 on instagram. Extreme makeup frauder.
After a awkward 15 min, she legit takes off her clothes and she’s wearing lingerie, obviously she’s here for sex, but she portrayed it to me as she just wants to cuddle.
Gets in my bed and we are cuddling, the entire time I’m just acting like I’m experienced with girls.
I lose patience and want to have sex, I make her get into doggy position, and my dick was flaccid lol, I went to the bathroom put on some porn and start wanking so I can get hard, but after 5 seconds of this, I cummed while flaccid .
So i go back and tell her the condom didn’t fit + i don’t have another one. I can tell She doesn’t believe this but she goes to sleep anyway.
After this I met with this girl about 5 times, every time I couldn’t get hard, but it was just a cycle i created in my head from the first time it happened. I got kicked out of the school shortly after and we never fuck.