bassfreak
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This shit is just unreal mental hell is proper word, u cannot function properly at basic daily activities ...
Dead serious now , it's not "general oneitis" serious as fuck for the first time in my life i meet a girl that was FOR ME unimaginably attractive both physically and mentally , most of people here would say "she's fat , 4/10 , she looks old (or mature) etc" for me there is no scale to rate her i never tought that i will find such a gem in this GARBAGE called WORLD. She have some attractive traits but i think the harmony halo her also VOICE holy shit she is so gentle and feminine and so fucking sexy and wild at the same time i cannot describe this in words plus one thing that is almost impossible to find today in girls : MORAL VALUES
I lost her 3 weeks ago , why ? BECAUSE OF MY FUCKING PAST im physically grown young man but MENTALLY i dont act like grown 26 yo man.
Being bullied since 10 yo , being poor then being fatcel truecel tier plus raised from 16 yo without father some parts of my brain are fried probably beyond repair from 18 to 21 yo i was LDAR in home literally. I got a tendency to act "weird" or laught from things that normall people find weird or not funny at all , my mood and acting can elevate form ultra high T confident alpha badboy to super shy high E beta in just few minutes THIS ISN'T NORMAL.
I CANT FUCKING STAND THAT I LOST BEST GIRL EVER BECAUSE MY LIFE WAS SHIT IN MOST IMPORTANT YEARS
Dead serious now , it's not "general oneitis" serious as fuck for the first time in my life i meet a girl that was FOR ME unimaginably attractive both physically and mentally , most of people here would say "she's fat , 4/10 , she looks old (or mature) etc" for me there is no scale to rate her i never tought that i will find such a gem in this GARBAGE called WORLD. She have some attractive traits but i think the harmony halo her also VOICE holy shit she is so gentle and feminine and so fucking sexy and wild at the same time i cannot describe this in words plus one thing that is almost impossible to find today in girls : MORAL VALUES
I lost her 3 weeks ago , why ? BECAUSE OF MY FUCKING PAST im physically grown young man but MENTALLY i dont act like grown 26 yo man.
Being bullied since 10 yo , being poor then being fatcel truecel tier plus raised from 16 yo without father some parts of my brain are fried probably beyond repair from 18 to 21 yo i was LDAR in home literally. I got a tendency to act "weird" or laught from things that normall people find weird or not funny at all , my mood and acting can elevate form ultra high T confident alpha badboy to super shy high E beta in just few minutes THIS ISN'T NORMAL.
I CANT FUCKING STAND THAT I LOST BEST GIRL EVER BECAUSE MY LIFE WAS SHIT IN MOST IMPORTANT YEARS