Uglyandfat
4 PSL insecure narcy man
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Fell for the redpill bullshit of "keeping your frame" Believing thinking im "alpha" will make me desired and more high value when In reality I turned into a fat fucker with "confidence" JFL. Let me explain before yall mother fuckers attack I got into A shitty relationship that was going well (being chased, lots of sex, sexts, nudes, "love") etc thinking I didint need to looksmax anymore, I even shaved my fucking head and looked like shit, then this bitch pulled back and I stopped it all and went to redpill and fucked myself more because it was not working now I look back I realized I stopped looksmaxing and gained weight around the time it happened and got into a cycle of self doubt because I thought Redpill was the right way and we fucking broke up. A week later I started acting like a bitch with this 4psl girl I used to go to highschool with after we broke up doing everything the redpill said not to do like acting emotional, responding quick, etc and I showed her a fucking selfie from when I was my lowest bodyfat that I looked around 5 psl in and she called me "beautiful" and started simping over me so then I turned her on with sexts and immediately she was asking to hang out. All in all I went from 5 psl to 3 max, gotten even fatter, fucked my NT, and developed a oneitis because of believing I could save a bullshit relationship by "keeping my frame" and acting "alpha", But im back on this forum boys 2021 we gonna ascend already got my hardmaxx plans, gymaxxingpalns, softmaxing, etc.