i_love_roosters
My avi is the typpa shit I'm on rn
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Part 1
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I was in a really dark place last year, I had gotten into so much trouble and my life crumbled to bits. I was broken, devastated, and suicidal. My parents were making everything worse. They were right to point out what I did wrong but it was literal bullying.
I thought I'd fix my problems with drugs, so I ordered some LSD and N2O gas online. I'm really anti drug but all this shit was killing me, I wanted to go somewhere where I didn't feel anything. I had this shit laying around my house but I was scared to do it. One night I got into a fight with my parents because of what I did. I got incredibly sad and.... I went to my room, locked myself, took 2.5 tabs of acid, and started doing the N2O. It was fun at first but it took a really dark turn. I went to hell out of the blue. I remembered about all my problems and got really sad. My brain was about to explode from the torture I was experiencing. I was scared and destroyed. All this resulted in me developing DPDR. This is a condition where nothing feels real. Everything was like a dream. I was in hell. I wanted to end it once and for all. My brain was destroyed. I wasn't able to remember anything. I could barely concentrate and I was constantly nauseous.
Part 2
Soundtrack:
I started praying to Jesus to help me. I asked him to get rid of those demons every night before bed. I never lost hope that I was gonna be alright because of Bible verses such as this one: James 1:2-4: "Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything." and Psalm 23:4: "Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me."
My condition slowly improved and it was gone in 2 months (it last ages for most. Doesn't go away for some). My life started getting better and I learned my lesson. My faith in God became even stronger. Amen!
Soundtrack:
I was in a really dark place last year, I had gotten into so much trouble and my life crumbled to bits. I was broken, devastated, and suicidal. My parents were making everything worse. They were right to point out what I did wrong but it was literal bullying.
I thought I'd fix my problems with drugs, so I ordered some LSD and N2O gas online. I'm really anti drug but all this shit was killing me, I wanted to go somewhere where I didn't feel anything. I had this shit laying around my house but I was scared to do it. One night I got into a fight with my parents because of what I did. I got incredibly sad and.... I went to my room, locked myself, took 2.5 tabs of acid, and started doing the N2O. It was fun at first but it took a really dark turn. I went to hell out of the blue. I remembered about all my problems and got really sad. My brain was about to explode from the torture I was experiencing. I was scared and destroyed. All this resulted in me developing DPDR. This is a condition where nothing feels real. Everything was like a dream. I was in hell. I wanted to end it once and for all. My brain was destroyed. I wasn't able to remember anything. I could barely concentrate and I was constantly nauseous.
Part 2
Soundtrack:
I started praying to Jesus to help me. I asked him to get rid of those demons every night before bed. I never lost hope that I was gonna be alright because of Bible verses such as this one: James 1:2-4: "Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything." and Psalm 23:4: "Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me."
My condition slowly improved and it was gone in 2 months (it last ages for most. Doesn't go away for some). My life started getting better and I learned my lesson. My faith in God became even stronger. Amen!
