ZoomerSpicoid415
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Was very energetic years ago. Believe I may have hypothyroid because my mother has hypo and my cousin has severe hyper and he looks like hes in a internment camp
Potentially getting prescribed Adderall or some form of stimulant this week so hope that works.
In 2017-2021 I was very hyper. I played Fullback for the varisty soccer team and then played TE for the football team. On Top of this I wrestled while holding a part time job. I wasn't the most attractive guy but I could cope by excelling in everything else, I also had a 4.0 GPA and had people from amazing schools reachout to me
I also quit video games and had an amazing social life. I went to the gym with these rich arab chadlite kids
I chose to go to communnity college at a shitty local one, went to Calc 1 for my first month and got destroyed by exams. Dropped out of calculus and felt useless for doing above average in everything else. I then drank a fuckton of alcohol the hour before a calc exam and instead of going I sat in my car and watched sopranos clips.
I now go to a online school for CS and in my first semester of it I did amazing, but now on my second semester Im getting destoryed by easy classes due to a lack of interest and energy
2 years after graduating from HS im now back to playing FIFA and R6 like a faggot playing with my normie friends from HS who think im a annoying faggot
maybe one time a month I will wake up and have the same energy I had years ago and the feeling is so intoxicating. I can do what would take me a week usually.
Would something like modafinil work? If so can someone DM me a source? Is high street pharma good?
Copes I've tried.
Caffeine: Doesn't Work
Keto: Works a bit
Sleeping more: Makes It worse
NoFap: Makes it 100x worse
Currently rotting under my moms house. Currently about to do my entrance exam for a plumbing union, hopefully I get in.
Potentially getting prescribed Adderall or some form of stimulant this week so hope that works.
In 2017-2021 I was very hyper. I played Fullback for the varisty soccer team and then played TE for the football team. On Top of this I wrestled while holding a part time job. I wasn't the most attractive guy but I could cope by excelling in everything else, I also had a 4.0 GPA and had people from amazing schools reachout to me
I also quit video games and had an amazing social life. I went to the gym with these rich arab chadlite kids
I chose to go to communnity college at a shitty local one, went to Calc 1 for my first month and got destroyed by exams. Dropped out of calculus and felt useless for doing above average in everything else. I then drank a fuckton of alcohol the hour before a calc exam and instead of going I sat in my car and watched sopranos clips.
I now go to a online school for CS and in my first semester of it I did amazing, but now on my second semester Im getting destoryed by easy classes due to a lack of interest and energy
2 years after graduating from HS im now back to playing FIFA and R6 like a faggot playing with my normie friends from HS who think im a annoying faggot
maybe one time a month I will wake up and have the same energy I had years ago and the feeling is so intoxicating. I can do what would take me a week usually.
Would something like modafinil work? If so can someone DM me a source? Is high street pharma good?
Copes I've tried.
Caffeine: Doesn't Work
Keto: Works a bit
Sleeping more: Makes It worse
NoFap: Makes it 100x worse
Currently rotting under my moms house. Currently about to do my entrance exam for a plumbing union, hopefully I get in.