vodkacel
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I'd like to share the differences in my life experience, having experienced both sides of the average although I am still far from being chad(let).
3.0 psl (bluepill phase) (2017)
I became clinically depressed, skipped classes, never went outside
Luckily for me, I got a second puberty while ldaring: my jaw became more prominent, better skin, I grew few cm, my face became leaner.
I got meds and therapy.
4.5 psl (2019) - average rating by over 20 users here
3.0 psl (bluepill phase) (2017)
- I found it very hard to make any friends, even casual acquaintances. People were receptive but did not initiate the same interest. I have made 0 friends in my first year of university despite approaching people, initiating conversations.
- I was called out "ugly", "eew", "no" by girls almost on weekly basis
- 0 indications of interest, when talking to girls I received short answers MAX
- People occasionally ignored my greetings (this was most painful)
- Teachers did not ask me stuff, despite asking everyone else
- People did not look into my eyes
I became clinically depressed, skipped classes, never went outside
Luckily for me, I got a second puberty while ldaring: my jaw became more prominent, better skin, I grew few cm, my face became leaner.
I got meds and therapy.
4.5 psl (2019) - average rating by over 20 users here
- People greeted me first, and were much friendlier (mostly guys)
- Girls stopped calling me ugly at all
- I get occasional clear indication of interest from 3 - 4psl girls
- Teachers are more talkative to me, put more effort and empathy with my problems
- People in general look in my eyes and smile in friendly way