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At my peak I was 287 pounds when I was 15. At 17 I was 277 pounds
Currently at 18 Im 240 because i decided to lose weight
At my lowest during starve maxxing I was 218 I think
I binge ate 4,000 - 8,000 calories a day for a month and gained so much weight and bloat
I lose weight, then gain, lose, then gain
Im about to lose my fucking mind
I cant go back to 287 pounds, I feel like shit at 240 imagine now when I reach back to my highest weight
Please help me, I have no self discipline and food is my only cope
Thanks guys for any advise
Currently at 18 Im 240 because i decided to lose weight
At my lowest during starve maxxing I was 218 I think
I binge ate 4,000 - 8,000 calories a day for a month and gained so much weight and bloat
I lose weight, then gain, lose, then gain
Im about to lose my fucking mind
I cant go back to 287 pounds, I feel like shit at 240 imagine now when I reach back to my highest weight
Please help me, I have no self discipline and food is my only cope
Thanks guys for any advise