I abused MDMA for 1.5 months and start a new roid cycle to regain muscle

[ItsOverCel]

I took ecstacy pills almost every day for 1.5 months and suddenly stopped them after I realized I lost my muscle and stength due to starvemaxxing from euphoria and skipping the gym in this time period. 3 days ago I started my new roid bulking cycle:
600 mg test e a week
600 eq a week
40 mg dbol a day
10 mg rad 140 a day
all that shit for 16 weeks
goal is to gain 20+ lbs of muscle
thoughts? My current physique btw

 

[MongolTurk]

Didn't know MDMA was the new leanmaxxing meta, that cycle is absolutely ridiculous tho. The hair loss will be insane, use finasteride, you'll still probably have a little hair loss because of the rad140 but it'll help a lot.

 

[ItsOverCel]

Didn't know MDMA was the new leanmaxxing meta, that cycle is absolutely ridiculous tho. The hair loss will be insane, use finasteride, you'll still probably have a little hair loss because of the rad140 but it'll help a lot.

mdma suppresses appetite for nearly the whole day
I used to take it in the morning and be trippin during my classes jfl love that shit but that cant go on this way anymore.
I am not prone to hairloss and dont use any dht derivatives, also sarms dont induce hairloss

 

[alriodai]

your body already looks good in that pic
why more?

 

[5.5psl]

I took ecstacy pills almost every day for 1.5 months

thats why hard drugs are illegal and for a good reason coz some niggers just abuse them and forever fuck their dopamine receptors
xtc has to be done atleast with a gap of 2 months you will really fuck yourself up like this

 

[ItsOverCel]

thats why hard drugs are illegal and for a good reason coz some niggers just abuse them and forever fuck their dopamine receptors
xtc has to be done atleast with a gap of 2 months you will really fuck yourself up like this

i took it cuz I felt like shit from getting no bitches and my gf dumping me.. Ecstacy made me feel euphoria like all the problems fade away and I didnt care. That must have helped me in this stage of my life but now I have to go on without drugs

 

[bishōnenmaxxer]

your body already looks good in that pic
why more?

 

[5.5psl]

i took it cuz I felt like shit from getting no bitches and my gf dumping me.. Ecstacy made me feel euphoria like all the problems fade away and I didnt care. That must have helped me in this stage of my life but now I have to go on without drugs

whats your current weight and approx bf% ?

 

[ItsOverCel]

whats your current weight and approx bf% ?

weight 87 kg bf idk maybe 12-15
this is also pic from today my start of the cycle

 

[Makeyousit]

yea youre ugly as shit

 

[5.5psl]

weight 87 kg bf idk maybe 12-15
this is also pic from today my start of the cycle

looking big whats your arm size ?

 

[ItsOverCel]

looking big whats your arm size ?

it was 43-44 cm at peak and rn idk

 

[Deleted member 30679]

How is your hairline

 

[ItsOverCel]

How is your hairline

nw0

 

[Deleted member 47263]

 

[szolliontaraelis]

What was your PCT for your previous cycle?

 

[reptiles]

I took ecstacy pills almost every day for 1.5 months and suddenly stopped them after I realized I lost my muscle and stength due to starvemaxxing from euphoria and skipping the gym in this time period. 3 days ago I started my new roid bulking cycle:
600 mg test e a week
600 eq a week
40 mg dbol a day
10 mg rad 140 a day
all that shit for 16 weeks
goal is to gain 20+ lbs of muscle
thoughts? My current physique btw

@ItsOverCel in sum total how long did all this take you to do over the course of your life when did you start with it ? when did you start your steroid cycle was it after a year or 2 of training how many cycles of this have you done ? how did you over come permanent test shut downs ? and how do you look like once you cycle of tren and what is your source for this shit chemyo ?

 

[marek937]

Need to try that shit out i binge eat a lot

 

[ItsOverCel]

What was your PCT for your previous cycle?

I didnt pct, just cruised with 200 mg of test

 

[ItsOverCel]

Need to try that shit out i binge eat a lot

mdma is fun but dont abuse it

 

[MongolTurk]

I am not prone to hairloss and dont use any dht derivatives, also sarms dont induce hairloss

rad140 is a dht derivative and testosterone will be reduced to dht especially at that dosage. SARMs cause hair loss, sometimes even more than roids. Nobody's prone to hair loss until it happens.

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Need to try that shit out i binge eat a lot

me too…

I be on a diet and after a whole day of eating clean, i’ll eat anything i see at night or when stressed

 

[marek937]

me too…

I be on a diet and after a whole day of eating clean, i’ll eat anything i see at night or when stressed

I legit ate like 10 snickers bar + other chocolate bar and an extra large pizza yesterday
Gained 10 lbs of bloat overnight jfl

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

I legit ate like 10 snickers bar + other chocolate bar and an extra large pizza yesterday
Gained 10 lbs of bloat overnight jfl

yeah i do the same, i want to look for a way to stop doing it but i believe it’s more of a mental problem.

Not just “Don’t eat bro! it’s either you want it or no bro!” No like i legit can’t control my self

 

[marek937]

yeah i do the same, i want to look for a way to stop doing it but i believe it’s more of a mental problem.

Not just “Don’t eat bro! it’s either you want it or no bro!” No like i legit can’t control my self

Yup there is surely somethin fucked up in our system when I binge it feels like being on drugs jfl
At my worst I legit eat the whole day for a month straight 10000+ kcal each day
Now I only binge once a week
But I think im wired this way I have a "All or nothing" mentality
Or its just the way im coping with lack of pussy who knows

 

[Ricky212]

mdma suppresses appetite for nearly the whole day
I used to take it in the morning and be trippin during my classes jfl love that shit but that cant go on this way anymore.
I am not prone to hairloss and dont use any dht derivatives, also sarms dont induce hairloss

Using MDMA in school everyone must think you’re a total bisshead

 

[Deleted member 38248]

I took ecstacy pills almost every day for 1.5 months and suddenly stopped them after I realized I lost my muscle and stength due to starvemaxxing from euphoria and skipping the gym in this time period. 3 days ago I started my new roid bulking cycle:
600 mg test e a week
600 eq a week
40 mg dbol a day
10 mg rad 140 a day
all that shit for 16 weeks
goal is to gain 20+ lbs of muscle
thoughts? My current physique btw

Idk shit abt dbol
But looks good
Mdma is evil tho nigga how was the comedown?

 

[materialistic]

Just die from a heart attack in your mid twenties theory.

 

[ItsOverCel]

Idk shit abt dbol
But looks good
Mdma is evil tho nigga how was the comedown?

idk I came down cold turkey. felt like shit the first week but now I feel fine after I hopped on test, roids must have improved my mood

 

[Deleted member 38248]

idk I came down cold turkey. felt like shit the first week but now I feel fine after I hopped on test, roids must have improved my mood

Doesnt mdma cause a severe drop in serotonin or does that rise back up quick w the roids

 

[OldRooster]

 

[rayman]

I took ecstacy pills almost every day for 1.5 months and suddenly stopped them after I realized I lost my muscle and stength due to starvemaxxing from euphoria and skipping the gym in this time period. 3 days ago I started my new roid bulking cycle:
600 mg test e a week
600 eq a week
40 mg dbol a day
10 mg rad 140 a day
all that shit for 16 weeks
goal is to gain 20+ lbs of muscle
thoughts? My current physique btw

Your brain must be completely fried. Do you feel depressed AF?