chaddyboi66
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I've never really told anyone this, but I once had an opportunity to get with my Oneitis, the only person I've ever truly loved; worse yet, I'd let it go to waste even when I still had a chance to change my fate.
I've now realized that the current state of the ruined mess of my life at the moment is perhaps merely no more than my due punishment for the worst mistake I ever made.
At this point, I've essentially thrown away years' worth of my life being trapped in this nigh-bottomless pit of simply trying, yet always failing, to make up for that very mistake. I've still not paid even half of what is due, and I'll never truly be able to escape the pit until I do.
This is merely a desperate attempt to hold myself accountable so that I never forget, lest I fall into the same bottomless pit of complacency I've been trapped in for the past 7 years and have time taken from me yet again.
I've now realized that the current state of the ruined mess of my life at the moment is perhaps merely no more than my due punishment for the worst mistake I ever made.
At this point, I've essentially thrown away years' worth of my life being trapped in this nigh-bottomless pit of simply trying, yet always failing, to make up for that very mistake. I've still not paid even half of what is due, and I'll never truly be able to escape the pit until I do.
This is merely a desperate attempt to hold myself accountable so that I never forget, lest I fall into the same bottomless pit of complacency I've been trapped in for the past 7 years and have time taken from me yet again.